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Early Warning Signs?
Brie
April 9, 2018 16:35
Hi all, I had PADS 4 years ago. Diagnosed 6 months after placement. Since then I've felt fine. I'm currently working on a project to increase awareness of PADS. This has resulted in me feeling at times very similarly to how I felt 4 years ago. I'm not the same person anymore and I am so much more stronger and confident. I therapeutic parent whenever I can. I can't however ignore all my early warning signs for pads. Crying for no reason, feeling worthless and cleaning. (although I have managed to not clean at all today) is this though just reflective emotions. Because I am reflecting on my past experiences? Is it going to go away as the project concludes? Fate has also meant I have crossed paths at work with the health visitor who supported me through pads. We are now 'colleagues' although I'm not sure how this new relationship feels and whether this is also a catalyst for bow I'm feeling. She's massively supportive but I can't help feeling confused. Sorry for the brain dump. Not really sure what to do... Ride it out and see where it goes or shout for help? I really am passionate about this project so there's no way I'm stopping it. Any advice appreciated Brie
white christmas
April 9, 2018 18:03
Ask for professional help as I am sure that is what you would advise as part of your project to increase awareness. The awareness project sounds a good thing but perhaps not if it is further evidence of symptoms of PADS and a way of deflecting from getting help for yourself. My AD is always trying to help others with painful feelings when she is in fact having these feelings herself. Her low self esteem means that she cannot always see the need to ask for help and does not expect people to be able to help her. We all need help when we are confused about our emotions and rely on partners and friends to help us through but since you have had PADS in the past I would say it is important to seek professional help alongside other forms of support. Also try to find more positive distractions than housework, like joining a walking group or attending a feel good dance session if you like that type of thing. Indulge in bursts of doing what you enjoy doing if at all possible. Good luck and I hope your feelings improve soon.
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Brie
April 10, 2018 12:23
Thanks. I have contacted my counsellor to discuss. She agrees that if is simply the resurfacing of old feelings and emotions and doesn't think it is PAD again. I am just better at reading signs and doing something about it. I spent yesterday out and about and met with some friends last night. Feeling much better today.
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