My Husband and I tried IVF, we then went down the adoption route. A child was placed with us last year and sadly (for reasons I don't wish to discuss) the placement didn't work out.
We are now faced with this being the end of the road for us in terms of our journey to parent hood. It is decision that we are unlikely to be able to make ourselves.
I feel really lost right now. The only thing I have ever known is that I want to be a Mom. I have never known what I want to do career wise, it has taken until a few years ago to find my niche - child care. But now being faced with parenthood being taken away from us, I feel like i would have no purpose. I also don't know if I could face continuing my career in child care. It feels like everything is being taken away from me.
Has anyone been through this or similar? How did you come to terms with it? I have no idea how I can come to terms with it.
