Hi everyone
I'm out of ideas and could do with some advice.
We adopted AD12 age 6 and whilst there have been challenges she settled in well and we were always a tight little unit. Since joining high school she has drifted further from us. She's doing well at school, has friends and compared to primary is coping well ( maybe on the surface?)
All she wants to do is sit in her room on her phone and only speaks to us when she wants fed or more screentime. This is minimal communication, not very pleasant or polite. She just seems to really dislike us. She never actually shows us any affection any more and won't accept cuddles or hugs. Just tenses up and says don't touch me.
When I put this to her recently she said yep, she just finds us really annoying, sometimes she hates us and she wished she lived anywhere else as we make her really sad.
She doesn't feel safe or loved. I'm so upset about this. We're a very calm house, do lots for her and always try to have fun with her or nice day trips etc.
That's a point, she is brilliant outside the home, really cheery and fun
I realise as I'm saying this it doesn't sound too bad! I suppose what I'm trying to work out is why is she happy outside ( my suspicion is she is relaxed as she knows she's not going to get told off for anything) She always expects to get told off even though we try to choose our battles.
Does she hate living with us or is she justy trying to get some independence, space?
I'm also worried that you should be looking for signs of depression, withdrawal to indicate issues and I won't know as she is so withdrawn from us.
Last night I asked for her phone at 10pm as I thought that was late enough, it's normally phones off at 9.30 and an almighty, horrible row broke out. I'm afraid I didn't parent very therapeutically! I sometimes get frustrated at the constant defiance. She thinks we're really awful that we limit screentime but the impact of no sleep is too great and when I've asked for the phone, i don't feel I can just back down.
I also worry that this has caused hubby and I to watch TV together, chat together and she's like an outsider as she just doesn't want to engage.
I just can't work out how to retrieve that bond that we had and she's only 12.
Am I worrying too much? Am I being too strict with phones etc ? It is a constant flashpoint
thanks