PaintedLady
May 26, 2020 07:29
Hi Gizmo and Nala,
I didn’t just want to read your post and run. I’m so sorry to hear all you are going through. I would like to think this isn’t the norm. It is ridiculous to lead you along like that especially when the child’s SW should have cleared up any doubts they had in the beginning Sorry for the way you’ve been treated. We went through a similar thing. We were put forward for 3 different children and were rejected quite early on. One of which we met the child’s SW and felt really positive about it and the SW seemed keen. We were kept waiting for weeks before the rejection was given. We are lucky though as we didn’t know much about the children.
My advice to you is don’t lose hope. Is it worth contesting the decision (if it’s even possible)? I would certainly make my feelings clear. I hope things work out for you. Don’t give up. Your little one is just around the corner
windfalls
May 26, 2020 13:33
Hi Gizmo and Nala,
I would say that this is probably very common. I think Social Workers see prospective adopters as a resource and nothing more - and they certainly don't take your feelings into account. My husband and I waited over a year to be matched and during that time we were turned down for a number of children on very flimsy grounds - for one child because our house was too clean, another because we had friends in Woking and the child had birth relatives in Wokingham and so there was a risk that we might bump into them (obviously they were not very good at geography!) For one child who we were selected for the family finders refused to answer any of our questions because we were not their preferred couple!! Friends of mine were turned down for a child because they were too middle class and one social worker told my friend (who is mixed race) that they felt she wasn't sufficiently aware of her colour!!( i kid you not!!) When we were eventually matched with our daughter it was a competitive match with two other couples involved and they informed us that they would be making the decision of who to go with on a particular day and on that day i was in bits, sitting by the phone all day waiting for a call - nothing came and i was devastated thinking we hadn't been chosen. Our social worker had tried calling the family finders to get information but had had no reply. We were told the next day that the meeting had not gone ahead because someone was ill - yet no one had bothered to let any of the families know. During all the various meeting in preparation for matching panel we were expected to fit around their time scale and availability and if we couldn't then we were accused of not putting the needs of the child first!!! I could go on and on.
I understand how much it all hurts i really do. The waiting period really is a huge rollercoaster ride of emotion - we went from one disappointment to the next - to picking ourselves up again only to have our hopes raised and then be dashed again. It really isn't for the faint hearted! But remember your child is out there somewhere and you will find each other. Go to all the open days that the authorities hold - we found our daughter at one of these - go armed with your profile and shove it in the face of every family finder that you see. Try and stay positive (hard as it is) and use the time to do all the reading that you can - on attachment, adhd, learning difficulties, ASD, FASD, etc. On the prospective adopters board on the thread about connecting with others, Donatella gives a list of very good reading material and of the issues which you could face with any adopted child. So use the time to educate yourself about the possible issues you may face and accept that Social Workers are not the most sensitive of people and try not to take their decisions personally.
best wishes xx