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My h and I have reluctantly come to the decision that we cannot cope with our AD''s behaviour any more - at least in the short-term.I have twin 14 yearolds who have both spent the last 7 months in adolescent mental health units. One of them has been violent towards staff and peers and is waiting for a forensic assessment and a move to a medium-secure unit. She is being kept in isolation from her peers on 2-1 observations with one male member of staff. Thankfully the assessment is taking place tomorrow as I believe her beh has escalated because she knows they are moving her and she feels she has nothing to lose.The other AD has been in a less secure placement and had home leave. In the 7 months I think there has only been one (possibly two) weekends when there was not an incident. She has either taken overdoses, threatened to throw herself off carparks or run away. She has had a psychotic episode from smoking dope. One weekend she drank 3/4 bottle of wine (she hasn''t got a history of drinking, so that is a lot for her) and became really aggressive and violent - smashing the bottle against the worktop and waving it around. She has been arrested twice (and the last time was booked and interviewed) for carrying an offensive weapon as she wants to kill some boy. He has been warned so I am worried that he will hurt her first. I also have a 12 year old AS,and the last 12 months have been really traumatic for him, too. I am concerned about him witnessing domestic violence. She got aggressive and violent this last weekend, again after drinking. She also claims to have taken some tablet.I find it hard to put into words how hard it is dealing with the situation for one of my daughters, but we are going through it with two of them.Until now, if my daughter''s behaviour was risky we could take her back to hospital. However, she is due to be discharged next week as the psychiatrist says that she is not ill but that her problems are behavioural. She ahs already said that she can do what she wants, when she wants and is insisting she still wants to kill this boy! Our support from PAS has been terrible. They claim her problems are not related to adoption but that she has (inherited) mental health problems whereas her psychiatrist says the opposite, so I am caught between two teams having a p***ing contest!Now we have said that we cannot cope with her at home, it seems the only option is to place her in care. I am crying so much! I cannot believe it has come to this.WE keep going round and round in circles. Perhaps we will be able to cope? Maybe it is just a case of being firm, sticking to boundaries, etc.? But the psychiatrist has now told me that htey have already discussed the possiblity of her going into care as they saw where her behaviour was going. But that we had to raise it.WE didn''t adopt our family just to give them back to the care system when things are difficult, but I fear for my health, my daughter''s (and others'') safety and my son. Our PAS social worker says she doesn''t think I have any choice (and is, bizarrely, being really supportive now - I suspect her boss is the problem). She is saying that it should only be a short-term placement and that once her therapy sessions start in September she will hopefully make enough progress to come home. The sessions will be with CAMHS () and a therapist who will do lifestory work and attachment-focused therapy with her at the PAS offices.Thanks for listening (reading!)Jollymummy.