Hi Lily
I would imagine most adoptive parents share your frustration.
Well done for doing some great advocacy – sounds like you are acing things.
I thought I would share my experiences as an adoptive parent of an 11 and 12 year old (came to live with us at 6 & 7). I am no expert, but my thoughts come at it from a slightly different perspective. Having been through what you are going through, I am now possibly able to look back at things with a little bit of hindsight (hopefully with a bit of positivity too, with what at the time seemed to be a complete nightmare).
Like you, I was frantic with concern/worry at age 7/8 and very frustrated with the lack of urgency and the bureaucracy in our education system etc. I too wanted the best chances for my children. My children were clearly struggling academically. However, I look back now and I realise that my frenetic determination to get things sorted may have had a negative impact on my children. I have only just come to really understand this since my youngest started secondary school, where for the first time he seems really happy at school.
I wonder sometimes as an adoptive parent if I truly realise/understand just how much additional pressure I unintentionally put on my children in my desperate bid to support them at school. I realise now that some of the unintended consequences further added to their emotional anxieties and trauma i.e. “I really must be dumb” “Dad thinks I am stupid as he is always coming into the school”, “my friends don’t get extra support”, “why can’t I be like them”. As a consequence of these anxieties, my children’s ability to learn and flourish lessened because I was endorsing their feelings of worthlessness.
It is a very fine and difficult balance to find/achieve. I can’t believe I am saying this, but with hindsight, I think the waiting lists and delays may have served as a good thing (please don’t tell the school, Virtual Head & Dept for Education this!), as it enabled our children to go at a pace that was better suited to them (rather than one that suited me as an adult/parent who wanted everything done yesterday).
Both our children are now in secondary school, both are “significantly behind” (which breaks my heart). But both are for the first time really HAPPY! A result of which they are beginning to really flourish. Their resilience is improving and so is their ability to learn. I still keep advocating hard for my children, but hopefully, with a better understanding of my children’s real needs.
Hope the above makes some sort of sense and gives you another perspective on things.
Keep up the fantastic advocacy, it is always worth it.
Take care
Simon
P.S. Don’t pin all your hopes on the Educational Psychologist, as I am sure you can imagine they do not have a magic wand. Yes, you need the support of one; it’s another useful tool in your armoury as your daughter moves through the school. Private referrals are expensive; I would strongly advise that you are confident that your school will absolutely be able to support and carry through the psychologists recommendations (not as easy as you would think, especially with the turnover of teachers in our primary schools). Already it sounds like you have many great things in place at school that the psychologist would endorse/replicate. There may be better things you could spend the money on to support your daughter……