Donatella
May 5, 2021 14:50
First, congratulations!
I think you probably already know the answer. It’s far too early on placement to introduce baby to so many people at one time. It’ll be overwhelming for him and actually for you too. You won’t know each other too well, you’ll still be trying to figure out a routine which works and you won’t yet know what might be distressing for him or how to manage that so publicly.
Can your husband go to his family get together and you go to your family’s? They might not like it but that does then mean that they’re not understanding why you need to do it this way. And if they don’t understand then they may not respect boundaries? Maybe also the birthday boy won’t be too thrilled about sharing attention?
Holiday? Too soon I think. There are good reasons for not going. He won’t at that stage feel safe, attached, settled and may on a preverbal subconscious level be thinking it’s another another move.
Speak to your social worker - apart from anything else they may not actually give you permission to take him on holiday. They won’t have to.
Good luck
Donatella
May 5, 2021 18:05
But he’s familiar with his foster family and presumably there aren’t a huge mix of families at the caravan for him to contend with. Plus, if it’s a static, he will be familiar with the place. He’s being treated as part of the family which is good. I assume he’s been with them for a while and they’re experienced foster carers?
The difference with your holiday is that he won’t have been with you for long, it’ll take sometime for you to establish your routines and it won’t just be the three of you.
Donatella
May 6, 2021 12:08
The thing is you just don’t know how long it’ll take a child to settle. We took our then almost 2 year old away on holiday - he’d been home since he was 5 months old - and he really struggled with the change to his routine, different bed, different activities. One day really sticks in my mind - we drove to a beach, unpacked, sat down and he got up and started walking / toddling back to the car. He wasn’t coping. He’s 20 now but I still haven’t forgotten.
My other two coped better but until your child is home, you’re just not going to know.
All that aside though, SS simply may not allow it so soon in placement.
Bluemetro
May 7, 2021 08:57
Unfortunately some family members may never understand the impact of trauma even before birth and how that affects them. You just have to think what is best for your child and ignore people's opinions if they don't understand.
Donatella
May 7, 2021 08:58
Honestly? You’ll learn to develop a thick skin. There can be an assumption that adoptees are public property, that it’s okay for people to ask intrusive, none of their business questions. They’ll want to know about their ‘real’ mother etc and you just will learn to come up with answers so you’re not caught off guard. You don’t have to explain to anyone why you can’t do the things your family would like you to. YOU are the parent. YOU have done all the training. YOU. and your child will have to live with the consequences of your actions. Not them.
It’s perfectly natural that family want to get to know and love a new addition and you’re not denying them that opportunity but it has to be done in a measured and controlled way. One you’re in control of. They need to learn to respect you as the mother and not question.
You can try and explain funnelling to them or if it’s easier just tell them SS said no, you can’t do it. They may take a while to stop seeing you as just a daughter/sister/aunt etc and start seeing you as a mum. That kind of goes back to the idea that everything about an adoptee is for sharing ... it’s not!
As a by the way ... my niece has recently rescued a dog. She’s been told no visitors, no new people in the dog’s life for at least a week ... and that’s a dog rather than a baby.
You will learn to smile, through gritted teeth at times, and ignore. I use ‘thank you for your suggestion/advice blah blah ... I’ll bear it in mind’. Then ignore it